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Into The Unknown

by bloody crying twinks

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Mars BCT do it up right. extremely hummable acoustic anthems with lyrics that cut deep... This is their best yet. Favorite track: Happiness 2.
carcrashgirlfriend
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carcrashgirlfriend Just pure unadulterated emotion and fun wrapped tightly into an album where every song is worth listening to on repeat. Each song has so much personality between the clever lines that hit you a little too close to home and the catchy melodies and in the instrumentals, there's a lot to unpack, bottle up, and unpack again, right into your happy-sad brain. You guys kill it every time. Favorite track: Couldn't Wake Him Up.
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1.
Happiness 02:56
head is spinning i can’t think splash my face off in the sink i’m john wayne and i’m not sorry homemade bongs and cowboy movies god is winning i can’t speak he’ll slash my throat to disagree i’ll complain that i’m so worried been so long since you’ve been happy so tell me what your counselor thinks jenna i’ve been losing sleep i’m tired and i’m out of sync don’t you look away from me (x2) don’t take me to the doctor don’t put me in the car don’t say that you will help me just meet me at the bar don’t fill up my prescription don’t pin me to the floor don’t take the bottle from me just keep me wanting more don’t wanna be your burden don’t wanna be your chore head is spinning i can’t think puke the pills up in the sink i’m the problem i’m not sorry homemade bombs and playboy parties god is winning i can’t speak the jukebox is speaking to me i’ll complain that i’m so worried been so long since you’ve been happy so tell me what your counselor thinks jenna i’ve been losing sleep i’m tired and i’m out of sync don’t you look away from me (x2) don’t wanna be your burden don’t wanna be your chore (x2)
2.
Cry About 02:46
oh jemina october '71 her husband bought a gun her hair's been falling out napkin stained with blood walking through the park needle in his arm you've gotta shove in down you've gotta make it hard and if you wanna be upset now i'll give you something to cry about do you remember being young sweaty moons and trenton suns now word is getting out her husband says to run choking on the shame choking out her name the venoms in his mouth the poisons in his veins oh jemina and if you wanna be upset now i'll give you something to cry about she says she wants it to feel special she says she wants it to be special she says his heart is getting stronger he gets his heartbeats from a needle another way to leave things open another way to stay unspoken now the nights are getting longer he gets his heartbeats from a dealer and if she wants to be upset now he'll give her something to cry about
3.
i can see it now if i close my eyes and focus really hard there are staples in my head, there are stitches down my arm but my brothers and i are gonna find the guys who called our mom a whore i am eight years old again, but i’m not eight years old anymore and my sisters new boyfriend is gonna teach me how to drive he’s got tattoos that he carved in scars on his body with a knife she says if things are going good he’ll do her name across his chest i wanna ask him what the latin on his right bicep says and i hate school i’m gonna drop out and be nomadic like my dad i hate school i’m gonna drop out and be nomadic like my dad she sits me on her knee and she tells me about hell though something in her voice implies i will find out for myself but i know something about the devil i have seen his ugly face and he hangs out in my basement with my big brothers lifting weights and she hands me a rope a bar of soap and a needle a copy of the holy bible she says the choice is my own and she’s trying not to smile and i can see it now if i focus really hard me and my siblings and my friends in the back yard armed with bats and rocks, we’re gonna find the guys who called our mom a whore i am eight years old again, but i’m not eight years old anymore and i hate school i’m gonna drop out and be nomadic like my dad i hate school i’m gonna drop out and be nomadic like my dad and she says i will most likely be an addict like my dad she says i will most likely be an addict like my dad
4.
Baby T 03:55
wearing denim on denim over sweaters in summer baby t be good to me, and please don’t make me suffer i am so afraid of pain that i can barely leave my home but you laugh at this deficiency, i deserve to be alone and need me terribly you need me terribly say you’re mad at me say you’re leaving me but need you terribly i need you terribly don’t be mad at me my baby t sharing secrets over soda over vodka over water whispering obscenities so loud our friends can even hear it i am so tired of guilt that i just keep my lips still i don’t have too much to say these days, i’m quiet and i’m ill and the pine trees outside of my window are sighing like there’s something they know bending like they can’t stay up anymore creaking like bones when the wind blows and they witness deterioration and they wish they could help, but their roots are dug in so they watch with such sad, sad, sad eyes and they wait for the day they will die so need me terribly you need me terribly say you’re mad at me say you’re leaving me but need you terribly i need you terribly don’t be mad at me my baby t swearing up and down and left and right and back and forth it’s over baby t you’re killing me, so please don’t make this longer than it has to be, you’re swallowing the things i love the most and they paint your insides golden, spew out sunshine from your throat and they paint your insides golden, spew out sunshine from your throat and they paint your insides golden, spew out sunshine from your throat and they paint your insides golden, spew out sunshine from your throat oh baby t, don’t torture me, if you’re gonna leave just go
5.
Thirsty 02:31
face your dark soul take what you owe leave this hell hole destroy what you own face the unknown burn down your home freeze all alone freeze in the cold we're so thirsty we're so lonely we're so worthy we're so fucked up write your name down it's not yours now can't stick around can't get freaked out write our story know that one day the earth will take you keep what will stay we're so thirsty we're so lonely we're so worthy we're so fucked up we're so ugly we're so hungry we're so sorry we're so fucked up
6.
the doctors said that you were healthy and that you’re very, very lucky but don’t go getting a big head now those guys’ll say anything for money but what do i know, i’m just bitter i’m just lonely and i’m tired disguising my distantness as mourning we wouldn’t be here if we weren’t bad liars it’s been one cold, cold month, holding out for the heat while i’m waiting on you to turn your back on me your friends will say that you’re all happy and that you’re very, very loving and if you wanted, i could do the same i’d say anything for money and what do i know, i’m just bitter i can admit i think you’re lovely you bought a gun, it’s on your bookshelf and it’s been looking at you funny it’s been one cold, cold month, holding out for the heat while I’m waiting on you to turn your back on me but they dressed us in white like Stoker virgins in the moonlight our necks open terribly wide there’s holes in your skin we could try to spin it better like there’s vampires in Brooklyn and their teeth are sharp as needles when they dressed us in white and left us stranded in the red light by the morning we’ll be riddled with a million scabbing, bleeding bites and they left us stranded in the red light by the morning we’ll be riddled with bites
7.
i wished destruction on you in the most affectionate way walked home with you from high school stopped for drugs on the way and i bumped into your arm and sometimes i let my hand sway just enough to brush yours in a causal way and when your dealer asked about your girlfriend i look the other way and then he asked about my brother and i shrugged there wasn't much to say and later on that day you called me your best friend and you called me by the wrong name in the same breath my palms are wet my fucking palms are wet you taught me some second grade song to remember the planets i recited for you just like i pander to my parents like love me i am smart i am so full of talent but with my hands over your shirt and my mind under the blankets i'm still that full of desperation still equally pathetic how i wished my name was her name only now can i admit it and later on that day you called me your best friend and then turned the engine off so we could have sex my palms are wet my fucking palms are wet i dragged my hand slowly dragged over your windshield left a cascade of colors smeared over the cornfield that we were parked next to some families income the blood from the nailmarks dug deep in my wet palms and you told me don't do that the car was your fathers some part of me snapped then was forced back together and i dragged my hands slowly dragged over your temples you told me your mother she had the worst temper and she marked her hatred onto you and your sister some hollywood childhood some sharp fabric scissors and you called me a doormat when i let you take pictures the two of us naked some part of me snapped my palms are wet my fucking palms are wet
8.
she says i'm mainly checking in to make sure that you're okay and that you're not those charred remains they just found under the freeway and her face is getting thin and her eyes are half awake and she doesn't speak or walk the same ever since the well ever since then she says i'm sure you're not surprised that things turned out this way and there's something in her eyes that makes me wanna look away and she's been getting high and she's been feeling strange and i don't drink much anymore ever since the well ever since then well ever since then don't know where you've been my walls are so quiet without the whispers you send ever since then i sleep in my shoes i can't decide if i should wait up for you i should wait up for you and if in her and if in her face i ever saw i ever saw something it was only only the headlights reflected in reflected in my eyes well ever since then she mainly just checks in to make sure that i'm okay and to make sure that i'm not any of those charred remains they found under the freeway
9.
Honey 03:02
you were born dying the doctors revived you in a moment your mother would go on to resent you weren't born crying the world just surprised you a little too much to let you breathe in you've got honey in your head let it leak onto my lips swear to god you tried to kill me a couple times those first few minutes was your name frances or agnes madeline or something i can't remember ever since it's been a year it's hard to keep my thoughts together meningitis or a car either way things went the way things are you've got honey in your head let it leak onto my lips swear to god that you won't hate me by the time we're through with that will it be sepsis first or is it too presumptuous to think their hearts can't handle even half of us your name is written on the wall its been imprinted from the sky helen helen i'm alone i bet you can guess why from sanctuaries to strip malls lake superior to land mines helen helen i'm so cold without you by my side you weren't crying but that's the way you'll end up in the winter in miami doing someone else's standup you were born dying you'll never have to wonder what's the point in even trying 'cause by now you know the answer helen honey honey lips there's not much left to wonder
10.
Confession 04:19
oh powerful maria i'll die before i treat you well but tell me that you love me love you think i'm someone else don't roll over yet please don't go to bed the proof of my regrets it is leaking from your head so don't leave me again i'll fix things like i said the proof of my regrets it is leaking from your head i'll talk you through the fever i'll tell you all about myself but first say that you know me love i worry for your health that's the problem with you you've got no sense of urgency no sense no sense at all collapsing backward in the street and the things that we've been through don't mean all that much to me and since and since you asked i know what you think of me don't roll over yet please don't go to bed the proof of my regrets it is leaking from your head so don't leave me again i'll fix things like i said the proof of my regrets it is leaking from your head i'm doubtful maria that we're getting out of this ourselves but tell me that you need me love i think that i need help so don't leave me again i am leaking from your head
11.
couldn't wake him up so i decided just to stay and see my head against his chest every imaginary heartbeat thudded like an orchestra shuddered like a symphony couldn't wake him up so i decided just to leave didn't give a fuck about the people dying on tv his nose bled down his dress halfway through the movie thought i was someone else something else inside my body couldn't wake him up so i decided just to leave couldn't wake him up so i decided just to stay and see my head against his chest every imaginary heartbeat thudded like an orchestra shuddered like a symphony couldn't wake him up
12.
they're bringing in the dogs to dig up my garden look at this terrible mess you've started i saw they showed your picture on my color tv baby look at this terrible monster you made me i filled in my in the ground pool i fucked up my whole life for you oh man they're singing hymns while i sit in the back a couple dozen people dressed in black sweating like a whore and fingernails are bleeding a couple dozen people but none of them wanna see me i'm sleeping while i'm speaking and half the time i'm dreaming just bow my head and hope that they don't see me i hope the chapel roof caves in and none of us survive look at this horrible world through my eyes oh man
13.
Happiness 2 02:06
don't take me to the doctor the sky is full of stars the air is sweet and humid the walk isn't so far to be shitfaced in the kitchen to be talking to the floor you can take the bottle from me when i can't speak anymore and tell me what your counselor thinks jenna i've been seeing things i'm tired and i'm out of sync tell me you're not mad at me god is winning i can't think claw my eyes and bear my teeth and fill my cup and poison me and take me to a better place i'm better off without a name and swear to god and swear to me and kiss my lips and poison me and tell me what your counselor thinks about us shitfaced in the kitchen about me boarding up the door do you think that they could help me i can't say i'm so sure don't wanna be your burden don't wanna be your chore
14.
they're gonna ship me off to the nuthouse soon if i don't prove i can contribute but i've got worries that breach the normalcy into zones without much comfort and i i could just eat you alive and they're gonna ship me off to the nuthouse soon if i can't earn my weight in dollars despite a couple fears of intimacy i would say i've got a couple of things still going for me and i i could just eat you alive

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released May 15, 2021

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